Thursday, March 3, 2011 2:50 PM
Wow! It’s been a LONG time since I have posted on this. I stopped because someone had hacked into my site, and corrupted it with some type of virus that warned people from coming to my site. You would have thought I posted something bad in it. It was actually pretty discouraging because I loved writing here. It was some sort of haven for me. Well, life has changed so much since I last posted. My “baby” is no longer nine, but almost eleven. I have been teaching for the last three years at Legacy Christian School. It is amazing how the Lord has blessed this school. We started three years ago with thirty-six students, and now we have over 120. We have had to split all the classes, and next year we will have to add another preschool and kindergarten class. Life has changed personally for me, too. I am no longer in the house I have lived in for the past eleven years. It was an emotional move, but I am learning to trust God in ALL things concerning my life. Most of the time, I am afraid to say that I do not do a good job at it. I am a worrier. I wish I could be more of a “problem solver” because it would make me feel much of a stronger person. I have been told that I am a strong person, but in reality, I am not.
I read today on someone’s blog that verse in Psalms 118:8: “It is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man.” It is a verse that I have heard most of my life, but it is also one that I do not apply to my life. Well, not all the time. It is easy to trust Him when things are going well. The fact of the matter is, “Do I really believe that God is still Sovereign and good whether my life is going the way I want to or not?” Yes. I do believe that. He is not being “mean” to me. He loves me. He wants what is best for me. Now, I just have to convince myself of that. Ha ha. =)